Watching the episode of Wei Lai sacrificing herself to save her child, Ni Nuo, that scene, it's realli touching, that the tears simply keep flowing, dat i even coughed a couple of times.. Had been a while since i last watched a series and cried. Last series was Warriors Of The Yang Clan.
I cant remember whether did i cried for the same scene when i watched Vamp 2 few years ago, maybe i did, maybe i didn't. Coz, i'm still young then, i know, i'm still considered young, but at least, i'm able to think now, i guess.
I bet i gonna cry even bitterly later in the noon, as i'm left with 5 discs, and it's the climax of the series. The war between the human, the vampire-slayers, the vampires, the creator of the human, Nu-Wa. Cant realli remember the ending, but remember seeing Tian-You and Xiao Ling holding the arrow together..
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Right now, i dunno wad am i afraid of. And i finally realised, i've not grown up. I got frightened easily, agitated easily. But.. of wad, i realli cldn't figure out. Maybe, i still dun realli understand myself. Wad kind of person am i, actually?
Somedays, especially during this hour, i wld always think of him. Always regretted for the same thing, for the same reason, till now, i still cldn't figure out something. Something, which i wld never know, or perhaps, i know but i dun wanna face the fact. I always tot, i've forgotten everything, but not, drew out my drawer, opened up my treasure box, i wld saw him.. But.. I know, he's no longer the one i knew as b4, though i always envy friends who saw him out there, i can only comfort myself, "why do i care.."
And i dunno, why wld i type it out.. Maybe, to let me sober up.
Wadeva it is, i wld realli wanna learn to understand myself better.
And i guess, i gotta sleep.. As i realli need to..
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